Look. this is venting.
and i know its out to the public.
and people might hate but i wont give one shit.
why? cause its you. i love you i want you i need you.
i miss you. sure you’re my ex. and i tried to move on to the next
but. everytime i tried to get my heart fixed
me and all of them ended up feeling like shit.
but see not with you.
cause everything i did for you. was worth it.
the time i bought you flowers.
when me and you would talk for hours.
when i would annoy you.
even when it seemed like i was obsessed
i was really just trying to do my best.
when we met at orientation.
when i called you a beautiful creation.
i used cheesy lines.
i overreacted over things.
made you get mad at me for acting jealous. haha
i miss that. i miss those.
i miss you. whered you go.
oh thats right. i ended it. i left you. why?
for a dumbass reason i know.
now i can’t talk to you without a one word reply.
can i ask what am i to you in your mind.
i hope i’m not a player.
cause thats what it seems like to all the others.
i did like them for a time. than you came in to my heart
my mind.
i guess i gotta stop though.
givin out too much info.
you know who you are.
i know who you are.
i dont know if this is too much.
but this goes out to my first love.
branden artugue. out.
cheesy? gay? immature. whatever. i dont give a fuck. i had to get this off my mind.
everyones gonna still have feelings for their first love.
Venting.
(via legitandshit)
