Rest in paradise to my 4 month old baby , I never knew I was preqnant when I lost yhu . I lost yhu on my 21st birthday , && when I saw yhu in thaa’ ultrasound I wanted to cry , baby yhu qot yhur daddies biq old head && yhu qot my lips . I never met yhu or seen yhu , but I’ll always love you no matter whaa’ . Yhur mommy & daddies little anqel . I love yhu to death , I try so hard not to think about yhu , but it’s thaa’ hardest thinqq , because honestly yhu could have been my pride & joy , which yhu still aree . I miss yhu moree & moree everyday , it’s hard losinqq such an innocent baby , thaa’ pain that I’m qoinq thru rii now is worth it because yhur in a better place now baby . Thinkinqq about yhu , makes me wanna break down in tears . Buh I’m tryinqq my hardest to not to break into tears cos mommy has to be stronqq . I have to be stronq for yhu , cos I know you’re watchinq over me . I really wished that they wud have let me have thaa’ ultrasound pictures , I wud havee kept that widd me whea ever I qo . I really miss yhu soo much , When I seen yhur facee , I instantly fell in love with yhu , even tho I was scared to have a baby , no matter whaa’ I wud NEVER call yhu a mistake . Idk if daddy wants to write anythinq down fuh yhu , buh I will ask him once he qits home . But know this for sure , mommy && daddy will ALWAYS love yhu unconditionally .
I’m qessinqq daddy doesn’t wanna write anythinq to yhu rii now . I’ll juss keep writinqq to yhu myself then .
My beautiful anqel , I juss miss yhu so much , I know fuh a fact if none of this happened daddy wud be rubbinqq on my belly rii now , talkinq to you or playinqq widd yhu . Baby Marquis JR . or Baby Makayla I love you baby , I wanted to watch you grow , A child of my own , I wanted to hear yhur voice & see yhur face when I got home . I wud never dare to ever call yhu a mistake , but if so yhur a mistake that I can take .
