Idk how to feel towards you , it’s like you’re tryna lead me on hoping there will be a future for us again , as much as I want that to be true . I miss you , I miss us , ever since Sunday everything felt like it used to like when we were us , against the world . I don’t wanna feel that way if you just wanna have fun . I ain’t tryna be friends with benefits either. I want us the right way , when nothing else mattered but us . Is that too much ? Being with you , having you in my presence just feels right . Why can’t you see what you’re doing to me ? I’m drowning myself in thoughts hoping you would want me as much as I want you . It’s confusing how you would wanna be all lovey dovey one minute then the next it’s like tf . I don’t wanna be your side chick that you can fucks with , honestly I want more than that . If you just wanna have fun give me a heads up so I know not to bring feelings in . I’m just so confused with you . My mind is everywhere with you , I honestly don’t know how to feel , I don’t know if I can even let my guard down . Sunday was real right? You had your arms around me like before , you made sure I wasn’t cold , you acted like you were my boyfriend . You’re really rocking my brain right now . Agh I just want to know .
So true 3
I miss getting those unexpected phone calls from you. Seeing your name and favorite picture of you on my cellphone screen & hearing that song I specifically chose as your ringtone. I miss our daily talks on the phone. I miss when you’d call me early in the morning. I miss when you’d call right…
GUYS—why doesn’t anybody ever talk about Lucid Dreaming? It’s something that I think that everybody should know about, but it seems that few people actually know what it is.
At its core, Lucid Dreaming is being aware that you are dreaming while you are still in the dream. Ok, ok, I know. That doesn’t sound very interesting, but believe me, it is.
You see, once you are aware that you are dreaming, your mind wakes, but your body remains asleep. With your mind conscious, the dreamworld around you seems REAL. Basically, you have an entire virtual world of your own invention, existing all around you. With practice, this gives you the ability to do amazing things that you couldn’t do in the real world.
-Fly over beautiful landscapes
-Eat as much food as you want
-Travel the World
-Bend elements like in the Avatar universe
-Go to HOGWARTS!
-Fly the TARDIS WITH THE DOCTOR
YOU CAN DO BASICALLY ANYTHING YOU WANT!!!!! AND IT SEEMS REAL!!!!
Ahem..sorry. But seriously—why aren’t people totally jumping on this?
If you want to find out more about it, and how to learn how to do it:
-First watch this video (this is where I learned about it): The World of Lucid Dreaming
-And also visit this site for tutorials: Dreamviews
I wish you could see , how much pain I’m going thru .
Very #latepost but yeah . #smile #doubletap #like #longhairdontcare #curledhair #thick #photooftheday #igers #igaddict #ig #instalove #beingme #badbitchesonly
I can’t seem to hate you . I will always love you I know that for a fact , you could have been my childs father . The bullshit that you put me thru , I still put that all aside idk .. As much as I know I should be letting you go I can’t . The memories we had , the good times we had , I try &over look the bad things , cos what is love if you can’t get passed the bullshit ? All bullshit aside , you’ll always have that spot in my heart . It’s crazy how much I miss waking up to you , I miss how you would kiss me good night even if we were arguing before we go to sleep , I miss your arms around me , I miss how you would kiss me in the morning , I miss hearing you say you love me everyday . It’s the little things I miss . As much as I try & get over you seems like something keeps pulling me back . All these sleepless nights I been having for the past couple of days is because of you . I know we will always have that connection that no one will accept or understand , but idk . My emotions are driving me crazy .. I know you know that I’ll always love you , but right now we can’t be together .